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i'm always worrying about never accomplishing anything on a year-to-year basis. now that i look back on it, i beat the fucking shit out of a lot of matters involving my heart. i became a smarter cookie. i can separate BLOODSUCKING LEECH-ESQUE ATTACHMENT from actually being in love. and it feels good. i miss everyone a lot. and i miss no one at all. going back to what there was would take away from what there is, and i'm just not willing to take that step backwards. ever. again.
in no particular order (other than alphabetical, that is:)
![[info]](http://piktures.deadjournal.com/userinfo.gif) amosimus : you were a friend when i least expected it. it was temporary but you're a very interesting fellow and i'm glad we crossed paths a couple times. well. 'crossed paths' is kind of an understatement.
applesocks : i can't say i even really know you! i met you once. but you've gone through what a lot of people are too frightened to. that deserves some R-E-S-P-E-C-T.
doodlezuk : PATRICK HOLMES. in as few words as possible: YOU ARE THE MAN. we never shared extensive periods of time together but the time that we did share made me laugh. you have character that will always shine through.
fragile_boy : you wore my itchy hat during 8 mile the first time i met you. you're one of my favourite people to hug. ever. we don't talk much now. you are special to me.
hundertonk : JayJay. what's scary about you and i is that we are sometimes the male/female versions of eachother. we used to be so in synch and then one day i couldn't keep the beat anymore. life's shitty sometimes, sorry i'm a mean girl now.
injektelo : you're a cool chick Kate Dorion. you've got a great musical life ahead of you and i hope you make a big impression on a lot of people.
ipster : mikey my friend. we've known eachother since Mrs. Cline or...Mrs. Gilmour or something. if we never have anything in common we both know that what we do share is growing up together. they were good days, and there are better days ahead.
koldar : koldis if i ever see you again i swear to God i will give you the biggest hug you've ever received in your whole damn life. and beers, lots of beers. sometimes talking to you on MSN is the single thing that brightens my day. miss you!
lauren_04 : you're one of my gals Laur. i don't have many gals that i can call pals and i'm glad to call you one of mine. that and you do a mean Lawnmower at the Square, and i truly enjoy the fuck out of calling Zak a weiner when he's not listening.
loyal_dischord : we've got a bond, no doubt. we've got childhood, teenage and not too far off memories that we share and i love you despite the distance and despite the days that go by when we don't speak. YOU ARE RYE RYE. you're strong in ways i'll never comprehend and you're smart in even more ways than that.
maccool : dude one time you sent me a resume with your qualifications in order to apply to be my best friend! daryl we never conversed much in person but i know there's a lot more to you that can't be discovered through conversation anyways. that and i dig your hair.
manatarms : Mark Shantz is tall. and funny. oh and pretty cool. we'll see eachother this year at school and will probably talk a bit more, yes?
nickthegreek : we no talkie anymore nicky. you're a sweet guy, and you take care of the people who matter most to you. in that respect you are a virtuous person, take care of yourself (not that you'd ever stop, you effing tank).
nyne13 : i don't know you well Ryan. i do know that you're a passionate guy, not so much in the way that you're loud and opinionated, but that you have closet passion, yeah, that's it. closet passion. ;)
r_joe_r : COCO, i could've helped you with french last year and you totally never asked me. it's cool though. i'm over it. Your writing blows me away when you do actually post it. never apologize for it. THERE'S NO NEED.
rorschach_db : the only actual interaction i can recall between you and i involved a sticker on my back that clearly read: 'i am a demon.' Darren, how did you know? :) you have a lot of love to give mister, and goddamnit you better not ever give it away to someone who is no less than perfect in your eyes.
screemingtrees : i don't know you at all anymore. i used to think i knew you but you were always hiding a part of yourself from me and when you stopped hiding it i didn't know what to do. i miss you and thinking about everything that was you and i makes my heart hurt. you were the nicest person i've ever shared my life with.
staticnonsense : yo yo. i can safely say that if we lived in the same radius we'd be pretty good buds. not because we get along famously at the present moment (because to tell the truth our convos are few and far between) but because we worry about the same shit in our day-to-day lives, because we both have extensive experience dealing with manhandling fuckwads, and we're both (let's face it) cute. :) PROPS CATERINA.
sugarbad : you are the epitome of sweet girl Mon. tough stuff happens and i wish tough stuff didn't ever happen to you but know this: one day you'll receive more than you've ever given to anyone. whether it be emotionally, physically, materially, WHATEVER. you deserve to be happy and i'm glad that where you are you have friends who make you just that.
theanticrust : ED, my photogenic, all-music-movie-computer-what have you-knowing friend. brilliant. absolutely brilliant. i'll never forget the time you lit yourself on fire and a bat flew up your ass.
i feel like i'm moving to Alaska or something and these are my goodbyes. in light of this, i'm going to move to Alaska.
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